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[Saturday
January 28th, 2006]
My new hair color and new picsCollapse )
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Way to Busy [Saturday
January 28th, 2006]
Well i have a myspace xanga and LJ and i usually just update the xanga most cuz everybody has it and LJ is to hard to figure out hahaha ive had this bitch for awhile and still dont know what to do half the shit u can do on the thing !! but ill try to do some new things to it !! oo but i do got some new really good pics !!
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[Thursday
September 15th, 2005]
Big football game commin up its gonna be fuck great man
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[Monday
August 29th, 2005]
[ mood | crappy ]

School is fuckin awesome this year idk why but it is
I missed school today cuz I'm sick as fuck


<3

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[Monday
August 1st, 2005]
[ mood | crappy ]

gosh i havent updated in forever b/c ive been sooo busy with other things like doin stuff with my family and doin my xanga Lj is gettin kinda old

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too busy [Thursday
June 30th, 2005]
[ mood | crushed ]

sry i havent updated this piece of shit in a awhile im to busy with my xanga Lj is old as hell now

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[Sunday
June 26th, 2005]
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[Monday
June 20th, 2005]
My picsCollapse )
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1 month Babe [Monday
June 20th, 2005]
[ mood | disappointed ]

our one month today And we done nuttin but fight till we actully relized it was our 1 month it was funny we laughed about when we did but we love each other and that all that matter but thing is i dont have my ring i feel sooo naked

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[Sunday
June 19th, 2005]
yummie apple pieCollapse )
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promo [Saturday
June 18th, 2005]

mybuttisyummie
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Caught [Thursday
June 16th, 2005]
[ mood | curious ]

Well lastnite me and bubba got CAUGHT lol but its straight all that was off was my shirt <3

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Babe 2 [Wednesday
June 15th, 2005]
[ mood | hungry ]

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

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Bubba !!!!!!!! [Wednesday
June 15th, 2005]
[ mood | sleepy ]

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

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My trip [Tuesday
June 14th, 2005]
[ mood | hopeful ]

well I went to Arizona and It was awesome to see the Grand Canyon but it was the most ROMANTIC spot ever and I didnt even get to spent it with my fiance`(Bubba Goodson for those of u bitches who claim u didnt know) But I got some awesome pics of me and Jan for our fiance`s so its staright I guess.... But it was hell the WHOLE time can u say DRAMA !! Well for starters some bullshit about my ring come up so we broke up, then Bubba cheated on me (but I forgave him cuz hes my baby and I love him no matter what just like I told him!!), then I lied to him bout some stupid shit but its all over now!! and we love each other and he aint gonna cheat on me and I'm not gonna lie to him anymore
the whole time I was it was like a part of me was missin and didnt eat but like only the times me and him werent fightin and that was hardly ever!! but as soon as we get our pics developed I'll put um in my journal there some really pretty ones But I'll finish this lata

<3 H.P

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Fight 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 [Thursday
June 9th, 2005]
[ mood | lonely ]

Although you may not love me…although you may not care. If you shall ever need me…you know that I'll be there. Your love may be all taken…your heart may not be free. But when your heart is broken…you can always lean on me. I'll never stop loving you…I know because I've tried. All the oceans in the world couldn’t hold the tears I've cried
Why do u want to ruin what he have sooo much??

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Too busy [Tuesday
June 7th, 2005]
[ mood | blah ]

Sry I havent updated I'm to lazy to update.. I've just been havin to much fun soo u know.. I need to put my pics on here but I cant cuz Maddie aint ever on and she can fix it for me.. but Me and My baby are doin GREAT at EVERYTHING lol!!! We have or upps and downs cuz he gets mad easy lol !!! Just playin baby !! But I love um thats all that matters and he knows I do exspecially now cuz I let him read some stuff that I wrote and it made him CRY ! I got an awesome radio put in my car with a remote I bug the shit out of my mom with it!! its funny u have to be in there or just know how my mom reacts to things like Maddie !! Shes funny ass hell and shes a MILF from what every guys says from E-Town but idk I aint gonna judge thats my mom.....

<3H.P

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Purposal [Wednesday
June 1st, 2005]
[ mood | grateful ]

I got purposed to !!!!!!! my ring issssss sooooo beatiful!! I'm the happiest person ever

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Been A While [Saturday
May 28th, 2005]
[ mood | bouncy ]

It's been a while since I've updated this damn thing
But... I broke up with Drew for someone else.. I told him
I would go back out with him when I my shit straight..
But.. u know me that was a LIE!! But my summers goin REALLY GREAT
I got a secret but I aint tellin no-1 till I get somethin get it so..
I can brag hahaha .. It's gonna be PERFECT !!!!!

<3
H.P

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The Break up [Monday
May 23rd, 2005]
[ mood | sad ]

I broke up with Andrew ... But u know me I'll prolly go back out with him...
Then my mom found the pics of Maddie and Amber fightin in my backyard!! She tried to make me move back upstairs .. Today just was the worst day of my life nothin went right at ALL !!..... I broke my new phone...

<3
H.P

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